Why is everything fuck up happens to me?
Why not to someone else?
Why the fuck ME?
I know I've been away but I guess I need a place where I can get it all out.
This is getting ridiculously stupid to the point that tears came out of my frickin' eyes.
WHAT. THE. FUCK.

I don't know what I did wrong.
I thought it was never my fault, you started it first.
I know that you just wanna get rid of me.
But heyyy, can't you find another way to do so?
Must it be this wayyyy?

Arghhhhh! I trusted you. I believed you.
I defended you when they all go against you.
Whatever you did, I've always been supporting you.
But this is how you repayyy me.
Treating me like trash, pick me up when I'm useful, throw me away when you don't need me anymore.
FUCK!!!

I don't blame you, no, seriously.
I blame myself for trusting your words, for believing your sweet lies, for defending what is WRONG.

Guhhhh. I just, I don't know what else to say anymore.
You got me where you wanted.
Good for you.
I don't know what's gonna happen tonight.
You'll probably throw me away FOREVER and I'll probably end up in tears again.
But hey, after it all dries up, I'll be stronger.
I swear to you, to your friends, to your family, I'll be stronger.

You'll see.
And you'll hate what you'll see.